. - 11:54 PM
i wake up and i go for a jog. come home feeling hungry so i have my breakfast. i head on down to run my errands and i'm hungry to eat lunch. yet i have no appetite and end up leaving half a plate of rice. BUT i have room for dessert. and den i head home after errands and i'm hungry. so i eat 6 ondeh-ondeh before i leave house for dinner with sybil, kk, hs. we head on down to kenny rogers. a few mths ago when i visited kenny's, i couldn't finish my chicken + my sides + my muffin. today, i ate finish everything. and i wasn't full! but now i'm sitting at home, my food seems to have travelled upwards instead of downwards and i'm feeling so uncomfortable/bloated/nausea. not meant to be funny coz i really feel quite horrible.
i wonder whats wrong with me and my digestive system. did i mention i've been dropping hair for the past wk as well. and i have weird dreams abt my block [and i'm living on the 15th floor] collapsing and a flood comes and washes away all my belongings. and i wake up with the same song stuck in my head every morning.
i need to stop being so reliant.